i won't write for a while.

Chris Carrabba and his James Dean's hairstyle

i ditched skool on tues to see dashboard confessional. so glad i did that. i waz so close to them. it waz for a mtv show.. so they kept doin the songs over; they were covering REM songs.  chris carrabba sounded so pure. i missed his acoustic guitar and his james dean hairstyle. now he has tom cruise from magnolia hairstyle. i don't like it much. i associate chris wid his james dean haircut. i kinda knew he waz sort of short. i got to take a pic wid him cuz per nd i waited outside on a line for like an hour nd then he came out to greet ppl. i waz so blown away. i wanted to roll on the ground; i felt numb. then i took the pic. no words were exchanged then he somehow left. when i got inside.. listening to GUSTER. then i did my moody dance cuz we were still standing.. no seats. then per looked at me like i waz wierd. this couple next to us were so funny. this guy waz doin his shake dance. when the band came out.. said something nd then there waz silence... then i screamed "you look sexy" nd then every looked at me. i didn't like ppl can actually hear me. later on.. he waz like "i guess i got to do that song over" i went "yesss" [quietly] then these two girls in front of me looked back. gosh, mind ur your buzziness.  then i saw michael stipe of REM in the back of the room .. then he came up to the front to perform wid DC. my fave moment waz when i didn't have the decency or logic to move my belonging [coat nd backpack] to the side so that michael stipe didn't have to leap over my stuff. lols. he performed "hands down" wid DC. its so delicious. per nd i stood for like 4 hours.. then it waz over. i didn't want it to end. so eccentric winning tickets through an email. that never happened before. its the day after thanksgiving nd im so thankful for joining the DC mailing list last year nd then opening my email nd readin the mail saturday nite nd signing my name, address, nd phone #. shiet.. cuz i won.

Dashboard Confessional's Chris Carrabba

sucha tired week! grr.. i hate skool more! so fucken dreadful. i think i don't really like my frend.. well only one of them. my internship is giving me a hard time. i was suppose to write this article that was supposed to be published on wednesday but that aint goin to happen cuz my editor emailed it to me nd said it waz late so it has to wait for the next issue. i would have done it at home. i don't mind doin the work at home but my article is stupid .. it has to be very PERSONAL nd im not that comfortable about writing about myself nd why i like the band, Dashboard Confessional. some of the questions i gotta answered are [b/c it sort of relate to what i say about the band]: why don't you like to socialize with ppl? do you relate to the idea of being a geek? What [describe] the emotions you feel when you listen to that music? these questions are too difficult to answer w/o sounding retarded.  grrr.. thinkin way too much. my psy. professor told me the most heartfelt thing ever: she adopts turkeys durin thanksgiving nd x-mas every year so that ppl don't eat them. shes a pure vegan; only fruits and veggies, no dairy, animals, no real chocolate... etc. she pays this farmer money for home and food every month for the turkeys. NOW i don't wanna eat turkey nd  other animals for like three days, well maybe it'll wear off during dinner time. i been so hungry lately. i been eating so much chocolates.. it hurts my teeth nd im still eatin them everyday; im goin to stop. i been thinkin way too much esp. during internship when i only have my computer in front of me nd i really think that one of the editors in my place is a lesbo well maybe, she's not. well, if she is. wait, shut up. i don't really care. if she is, then she has a very old lover. i mean very OLD. the lover must have been like 60+ nd shes like 30.... [i saw this pic nd another pic]..